OH dear...

OMG... 4gt to kp a copy of all e links dere.. frenz, tag mi agn if u can... so tt i can link u guys agn... thks... =) happy day...


CHEERS**

whoo... Seriously, nth to update cos i have been slacking at hm. Lazy to go out oso. Mum has been wking OT these days n oni had 3, 4 hrs of slep. Bless her... wad bout my lunch today? she's having OT agn... Lazy mi, beta cook sth to eat or else i might die of hunger since she'll oni be reaching hm at 3 plus... haha...

DR agn...

Such bitter soup!!! 2nd bowl alr!!!






Went for Dr on sun morn. had to gt up earlier bcos of e half-day. Had to take e train to woodlands. cos 2nd aunt recommend a clinic near her hm. i gt a total of 4 diff pills but its nt cheap. mb is bcos its a private clinic. n e DR was fun, haha. v humorous. It was ex (cost 40 plus bucks) but e med proved to be quite effective. i duno whether when i finish my pills in a wk's tym, will i totally recovered or wld i still hab to rely on e pills. cos it will be costly if i have to kp eating long term. each tym juz hab to eat 1/2 pill for each diff type of med? woa... still gt to cut it into half, quite troublesome, den e pills so small, still nid divide, wah... tts tricky man... but anw, im feeling much beta nw. don worry guys n thx for all e concerns... =)

Few days ago, went to squeeze into bed w daddy. cos their bed was so comfortable. it seems big, but when 2 ppl slep on it, i realized it reali doesn't seem to fil real big aft all. had been tossing abt in e nite, n i guess daddy couldn't slep well too cos kinda waken up by mi, heehee. in e middle of e nite, i felt a tug at my blanket n felt tt e whole blanket covered round mi. cos i dint cover my back since i toss to e side to slep, den fil too lazy to adjust. "wasn't tt daddy?" i dint open my eyes to c, but in my half-sleeping mode, i guess so. in e morn, when i tink agn, i felt a little touch. i tot tts wad oways mummy will do, i was quite stunned tt daddy will oso do tis. Juz a little action, he shows love, juz thru tis tiny action. Nv realised daddy could be so caring, cos tt was e 1st tym tt i experienced this fr him. lol. quite surprised...

Went to CS (act went to TM 1st) to watch "What happens in Vegas" on mon wif pearlyn, jo, siti n yt. was kinda lk a love story show but nt tt romantic, but mb at e end? went hm by direct bus. n yt alighted at serangoon dere to transfer bus. den a woman sat dwn beside mi. den at amk i wanna alight at my stop, so i stood up, but mb my bag hit till her a little(cos its heavy w e lappy inside), i duno. den she moved her legs out for mi to come out but it was stil so squeezy la. at least mb she can try standing up n let mi come out 1st, wasn't tt be easier? rather than giving mi those black face. i don even knw wad she bs abt? Its lk she bs i had to alight n she had to move herself in order for mi to alight. aunty 就是 aunty, juz c e face, i tink oni 30+, nx tym reali aunty den duno hw le. ermm... but at least i managed to alight la, n dere was tis guy blockin at e exit which make it difficult to alight too. Anw,e trip took bout 1 hr plus bcos of peak hr, n i reached hm at nearly bout 7pm le.

updating...

Miss netball time
Miss running time
Miss jogging time
Miss my sports~
Cant even imagine i cant play sports now
When can i recover?
How i knw?
Even the Dr duno
Even the god duno
Even...

~I fil stupid n useless now
Anyth i can do last time
I cant do it now
Anyth i cant do last time
I cant do it oso
is GOD playing a prank on me?~

2 days ago,
i recalled some incidents n my tears jus flowed dwn
I don intend to cry
mb im juz too sentimental

I tot of aunty helping mi to use the med oil to massage my swollen foot n fingers
I start to fil touched

I tot of mommy oways bz finding tym to brew n boil all those fish bone soup, med 4 mi
I felt its disgusting but i hab to drink
Its her piece of thot
I fil reali touched when she oways said she'll acc mi to e Dr
cos i had to go every wk
At nite
She'll hlp mi to use med oil to massage my hands n fingers
bcos i said my hands had become weaker
bcos i said it fils stiff in e morn
bcos i said i cant hold a pen properly in sch
Its even touching when she offered to cut my nails for mi
cos in my memory
she'll nv do tis for mi

I hope~

i reali can recover real soon
i wanna take part in nx yr's NAFA test
i wanna be back to a healthy n active person agn
i wanna~
i wanna~
Lots n lots...

I hope tml will turn out to be a beta day

Haven been updating... today juz had CS ICA1 but im not reali confident i can score reali well even tho i crap alot. =b ermm juz an hr n i went hm straight. if it was last tym, i'll be loitering outside, but i cant now bcos of my medical condition. Couldn't even went w jo they all to bugis restaurant for lunch. cos its considered quite far for mi. i couldn't risk cos wad if my foot swells agn? Haiz... n my joint n muscle pains is getting abit bit beta.But still i cant squat bcos of my knees. *sob sob* gg back to chinese buddhist clinic tis sat agn to "beg" for more med agn (even tho its reali reali bitter >.<)

Muscle and Joint Pain With Thyroid Disease (same Symptoms...)

Hypothyroidism and hyperthyroidism can cause a variety of muscle or joint-related symptoms. Both hypothyroidism and hyperthyroidism are known to cause what are called myopathies -- the medical term for diseases that affect skeletal muscle.

Symptoms for those with hypothyroidism include:

General muscular weakness and pain, including cramps, and stiffness
General joint pain, achiness, stiffness, known as "arthropathy"


Symptoms for those with hyperthyroidism include:
difficulty climbing stairs
difficulty holding or gripping objects with hands
difficult reaching arms above the head.


(data fr google search)