Happy bday 2 sarah...

finish my med, n e pain came back. gg back dr agn tml i tink. ermm half day summo. mus w8 up earlier tml...

N ya happy bday 2 sarah!!! =)

Hope he recovers soon...

Haiz... mum having OT agn... instant noodles agn.. cooking dinner tonite? Nt sure... If nt, hab to ask dad to da bao agn...

Had been receiving calls early in e morn at oni 9, or 10 plus these days. im still resting ok... whr will go ans, rather let them be miss calls. but isit calls fr sch or d call centre? I duno. but anyth juz kp mi update, classmates... Thx lotz =)

N Oh dear... Xiao jiu youngest son, fractured his hand few wks ago, nw still hab to do zhi liao. still mus go up to malacca fr muar leh. mus fork out tym to drive him to e hospital, so young den nid to suffer e pain, ke lian him... did tis to a 3 yrs old kid, haiz... hope he recovers soon.

Bless him =.=

Ytd was d 1st nite for tis yr, tt bro had been staying out to sleep bcos of e wad study camp. n it seems weird sleepin alone n im scared. LOL. DON'T LAUGH!!! ermm so i went to my parents' room to slep last nite. cos i don wanna slep alone. haha... mb bcos of all those horror movies tt i watched. Tink 2 much in d end. Haha... Ermm tink will be squeezing in d room for these few nites... (even tho i don wish to, cos daddy's snorings r reali damn scary!) Anw, hope daddy don mind mi squeezing in dere =)

Noisy!!!

Heard drilling at not even 9 am in e morn (im still sleepin ok)agn, outside my hse summo. i wonder when tis lift upgrading renovation will ends? NOISE POLLUTION!!!! I cant stand it, haha... But will be real convenient nx tym when e lift is done. So wad can we do? Bear e torture for now.

"忍一时,风平浪静"

Lalalalalala...

OH dear...

OMG... 4gt to kp a copy of all e links dere.. frenz, tag mi agn if u can... so tt i can link u guys agn... thks... =) happy day...


CHEERS**

whoo... Seriously, nth to update cos i have been slacking at hm. Lazy to go out oso. Mum has been wking OT these days n oni had 3, 4 hrs of slep. Bless her... wad bout my lunch today? she's having OT agn... Lazy mi, beta cook sth to eat or else i might die of hunger since she'll oni be reaching hm at 3 plus... haha...

DR agn...

Such bitter soup!!! 2nd bowl alr!!!






Went for Dr on sun morn. had to gt up earlier bcos of e half-day. Had to take e train to woodlands. cos 2nd aunt recommend a clinic near her hm. i gt a total of 4 diff pills but its nt cheap. mb is bcos its a private clinic. n e DR was fun, haha. v humorous. It was ex (cost 40 plus bucks) but e med proved to be quite effective. i duno whether when i finish my pills in a wk's tym, will i totally recovered or wld i still hab to rely on e pills. cos it will be costly if i have to kp eating long term. each tym juz hab to eat 1/2 pill for each diff type of med? woa... still gt to cut it into half, quite troublesome, den e pills so small, still nid divide, wah... tts tricky man... but anw, im feeling much beta nw. don worry guys n thx for all e concerns... =)

Few days ago, went to squeeze into bed w daddy. cos their bed was so comfortable. it seems big, but when 2 ppl slep on it, i realized it reali doesn't seem to fil real big aft all. had been tossing abt in e nite, n i guess daddy couldn't slep well too cos kinda waken up by mi, heehee. in e middle of e nite, i felt a tug at my blanket n felt tt e whole blanket covered round mi. cos i dint cover my back since i toss to e side to slep, den fil too lazy to adjust. "wasn't tt daddy?" i dint open my eyes to c, but in my half-sleeping mode, i guess so. in e morn, when i tink agn, i felt a little touch. i tot tts wad oways mummy will do, i was quite stunned tt daddy will oso do tis. Juz a little action, he shows love, juz thru tis tiny action. Nv realised daddy could be so caring, cos tt was e 1st tym tt i experienced this fr him. lol. quite surprised...

Went to CS (act went to TM 1st) to watch "What happens in Vegas" on mon wif pearlyn, jo, siti n yt. was kinda lk a love story show but nt tt romantic, but mb at e end? went hm by direct bus. n yt alighted at serangoon dere to transfer bus. den a woman sat dwn beside mi. den at amk i wanna alight at my stop, so i stood up, but mb my bag hit till her a little(cos its heavy w e lappy inside), i duno. den she moved her legs out for mi to come out but it was stil so squeezy la. at least mb she can try standing up n let mi come out 1st, wasn't tt be easier? rather than giving mi those black face. i don even knw wad she bs abt? Its lk she bs i had to alight n she had to move herself in order for mi to alight. aunty 就是 aunty, juz c e face, i tink oni 30+, nx tym reali aunty den duno hw le. ermm... but at least i managed to alight la, n dere was tis guy blockin at e exit which make it difficult to alight too. Anw,e trip took bout 1 hr plus bcos of peak hr, n i reached hm at nearly bout 7pm le.

updating...

Miss netball time
Miss running time
Miss jogging time
Miss my sports~
Cant even imagine i cant play sports now
When can i recover?
How i knw?
Even the Dr duno
Even the god duno
Even...

~I fil stupid n useless now
Anyth i can do last time
I cant do it now
Anyth i cant do last time
I cant do it oso
is GOD playing a prank on me?~

2 days ago,
i recalled some incidents n my tears jus flowed dwn
I don intend to cry
mb im juz too sentimental

I tot of aunty helping mi to use the med oil to massage my swollen foot n fingers
I start to fil touched

I tot of mommy oways bz finding tym to brew n boil all those fish bone soup, med 4 mi
I felt its disgusting but i hab to drink
Its her piece of thot
I fil reali touched when she oways said she'll acc mi to e Dr
cos i had to go every wk
At nite
She'll hlp mi to use med oil to massage my hands n fingers
bcos i said my hands had become weaker
bcos i said it fils stiff in e morn
bcos i said i cant hold a pen properly in sch
Its even touching when she offered to cut my nails for mi
cos in my memory
she'll nv do tis for mi

I hope~

i reali can recover real soon
i wanna take part in nx yr's NAFA test
i wanna be back to a healthy n active person agn
i wanna~
i wanna~
Lots n lots...

I hope tml will turn out to be a beta day