18/04/2010

Sentosa trip

My sentosa trip wif yp n eikoh few wks ago wasnt updated on d blog.. been too busy n lazy.. haha...
















Adding new stuff into my wardrobe..

I had been adding new stuff to my overload wardrobe.. haiis... i wish i hadnt waste my own money unnecessarily...












New job

My new perm job has just started on 6th apr. However my mc was jus lk aft 2 wks. cos i had d dr appt n i had to take unpaid leave. LOL. anw, this new job is quite stressful wif all d bi-weekly, monthly reports too plus sales report to jiong for. LOL. n im helping out n tagging along wif mitch tml for the training session for Food Hotel Asia event. n whn month end reaches, will be busy wif payroll and admin stuff. haha.. HR executive position sounds nice but difficult to "conquer" it. haha. but i will definitely try my best to pass the 3 mths probation period. haha... alr 2 wks n i guess i shld hab been getting use to the busy peak transport (train n bus) sessions alr. haha...

still tinking of whether to attend Grad ceremony. LOL. if not another unpaid leave agn.. LOL. n gottn rent the grad gown too.. Haiis.. will consider agn...

Sudden last min outing..

Ytd was having 1/2 day work shift. Aft tt agree to pei xinyu to meet her net friend. Coincidentally, desmond wanna mit mi for lunch agn. since i rejected him alot of times,i felt bad so i told him, im meeting my friend today, if u don mind u can come along. den he said ok n said came to fetch mi from wk. But i felt tt it is a wasted trip cos im meeting xy at amk hub ma. but he stil wanna pick mi up so i had no choice bt to agree la. N i dint expected him to drive to int plaza to pick mi up.

Den aft tt xy wanna us to pick her up too. lol. but we wasnt sure of her home area n we half on d fon half searching. lol. aft tt des found d place. LOL. N aft pickin her up we went to find d person, Zen, who wana mit xy. but act they eaten le but me n des haven so we went foodcourt for a meal. den we went back to find d movietme, we shld hab buy d tix 1st de lor, den d nx show was lk 5 plus lor. another 2 hrs away. so they went pool session n i tag along.lol. i was just sitting dere, watching them play n looking at shuai ge.. haha... =.="" but anw, aft movie session too, it was lk 7pm le, den mi n des acc xy to buy shilin chix chop, walan queue so long lor, den so slow summo the order. aft tt, we went our separate way as xy wanna go causeway mit her cousin, n des jus send mi hm n went back to find his frens aft passing d car to his mum.

was reali tired n i oni hab my dinner at nearly 8.30pm aft my bath. LOL. so i intending to stay hm to recharge my batt today le. tml gotten be a busy day wif training session for nx wk events. Arhhh!!~

also, xy wasnt interested in Zen. But as a fren, Zen shldnt be any prob. LOL. cos he kp treating us drinks oso. den pool session i tink is he n des paid for d session oso de. LOL. But feel quite bad cos we gals dint reali talk to Zen. but seems lk xy is ok wif des wor.. LOL. if things go well, i can be d matchmaker hor!!! hahaha...=b

【你會對不起我嗎?】

有一對戀人,他們相戀了6年。
男人叫宇 , 女人叫雪, 宇是雪最愛的男人,雪16岁就把自己交給了宇,而宇,雖然愛雪,
但是宇很帥,又有錢,許多女人都想方法勾引他, 他也不是本分的人,就很多次讓雪傷心。
就在雪22岁那年3月,宇說:雪,我愛你,如果你不放心,我們就結婚,
結婚以後我就不會和别的女人在一起了。雪說:先等一等吧,我還沒有做好心裡準備,
還有沒有做完的事,等一些事處理好了,我們就結婚,所以,宇繼續在外面亂來,
雪繼續的承受著痛苦。
雪說:宇答應我一件事,你無論在外面幹嘛,請不要讓我看到,不要讓女人的電話打到家裡來,好嗎??
宇說:好。
雪其實很想和宇結婚,但是,她有苦衷,宇知道雪想結婚,但是雪不說爲什麽,時間長了,
宇也就不問了。
有一天,雪從醫院出來,開心的象一只蝴蝶,想把一個好消息第一個告訴宇,
雪到了宇的公司,飛奔著向宇的辦公室跑去,到了宇的辦公室,雪笑著推開了門,
心想給宇一個驚喜,所以沒有給宇打電話說她要來,眼前的一幕讓雪看呆了,
宇在和一個女人擁吻,好一會兒回過神來,雪問宇:你還愛我嗎?
宇說:愛。
雪說:我們結婚吧!
宇說:你說什麼,你在說一便。
雪說:我們結婚吧!
宇說:傻瓜,這種事應該男人先說,我愛你,嫁給我吧!我永遠也不會辜負你的,
如果我辜負了你,我就讓車撞死。
雪說:不要發這種誓,要死我們一起死。
宇說:傻瓜,我們誰也不死,好好活著。
在雪22歲這年七月初四,他們結婚了,開開心心的。
一個月后,雪懷孕了,宇高興極,給雪買吃的,穿的,寶寶的床,寶寶的衣服,什麽都買,
現在的雪幸福的不得了。
就這樣過了5個月,宇身邊的女人還是很多,宇還碰到了自己的初戀-----
宇在雪6個月的時候,終於還是忍不住和惠發生了關係,畢竟是初戀,感覺就是不一樣,
這時宇開始徹夜不歸,不是說加班,不回去了,就是說:出差了,後來,就是10天,
15天不回去了,雪,也只是自己在家默默的哭泣,他從不懷疑宇,
對於宇來說, 很快就到了預產期,可對於雪来說,好象是幾個世紀,
今天是7月4號雪的生日,雪想給宇一個驚喜就沒告訴他,雪一大早起來,就去買菜,
回來就急急忙忙的做菜,他想早點看見宇,做的全是宇愛吃的菜,
一會兒,菜做完了,雪打電話給宇,
電話接通了.........宇:你好,哪位,
雪:老公,現在在哪啊,今天回來吃吧!
宇:老婆,我現在在外地出差,我和**在這見客戶。
雪:可是.....可是.....今天是我的生日,你回來好不好。
宇:我回不去啊,這個客戶很重要。
雪:到底是客戶重要還是我重要啊,老婆孩子你都不管了嗎?
宇:你......你無理取鬧,我賺錢為了誰,還不是為了你和孩子,回不去就是回不去,
好了掛了吧!我忙。
嘟..... 嘟..... 嘟.....
雪放下電話哭了,知道自己錯了,老公說的對,是自己不好,想再打給他,向他承認錯誤。
電話那頭,您好,您所撥打的電話已關機。
雪慌了,該怎麼辦,他生氣了,都是自己不好啊,對了,宇說他和**在一起,
正好雪這有那個人的電話。
電話接通.......那邊:你好,那位?
雪:你好,我是雪。
那邊:啊!你好,有事嗎?
雪:請問,宇在你旁邊嗎?
那邊:啊!沒有,我在外地出差,宇不是請了好幾個月假了嗎?說是陪你,怎麼,你不知道嗎
雪說:啊!我知道,對不起,掛了吧!
雪已經猜到了,前幾天雪的同學說看見宇和一個女孩在一起,都碰見多少回了,好象是惠。
那時雪還不相信,現在已經是事實了!
這時,雪的肚子忽然疼了,雪撥通了惠的電話。
惠:你好,誰啊!
雪:我是雪,讓宇接電話,我要和他說幾句話,然後,就把他送給你。
惠:哦!宇,電話【電話里,宇:誰啊!惠:雪的,只聽見電話里好象踢碎了什麽似的】
宇:雪,聽我解釋,我永遠最愛的還是你。
雪看見地上自己流出的血說:你不要說,先聽我說,知道我爲什麽一開始不願意和你結婚嗎?
因為,我16歲的時候做人流,醫生說我盆腔還沒有發育好,做人流有危險,我怕家裡知道,
就做了,後來,才知道自己懷孕的機會很小,我就不惜任何代價治療,
就在我上你公司的那天,醫生告訴我說:我康復了,你一定會問我,那孩子是誰的,是你的,你一定還會問我什麼時候,爲什麽不告訴你,是有一次你和伯母吵架離家出走,
和我喝了許多酒,不告訴你是因為我想讓你真的愛我,而不要認為對不起我才和我在一起的。雪又看看自己,裙子已經被血染透了,又說:現在如果你還要寶寶的話,
就回來送我們去醫院,我要生了,如果不要的話,請回來給我們收尸。
宇掛了電話就往家趕,到了家裡,看見血泊中的雪,趕緊抱起來就往醫院去。
到了醫院,手術室里。
醫生:我們快點搶救大人,大人要不行了!
雪:不要,我已經沒有力氣了,給我做剖腹吧!
醫生:你不要命了?【怒】
雪:我求你了,我知道自己不行了,你不能讓我老公下半輩子沒有人陪啊,
你讓我走的安心點好不好,醫生也明白她快了,就說:好吧!
手術結束了,醫生抱著孩子說:對不起,我們盡力了,還好孩子平安,
大夫把手術室里的對話和宇說了一遍。
宇看見孩子那雙大眼睛,好象雪。
宇哭了,醫生上前勸說:病人臨死的最後一句話是對你說的,她說從不後悔愛過你。
宇把孩子交給了孩子的奶奶,就走了,走出醫院,宇的對面駛來一輛車,車速不快,
宇閉上眼睛大喊:雪,我永遠只愛你一個,哐當...宇想起了對雪說過的話,
如果我做了對不起你的事,我就被車撞死,宇笑了,雪,我来陪你了!

12/04/2010

Bday!!~

My bday on thurs (8/4). gotten a dinner wif ken.. went to c nite view aft tt... stunning news cz i gt a shock tt nite.. but i wasnt sharing now. anw... was quite tired tt day cz of work.. so i dint reali have d mood to celebrate... will upload some photos when im free yah!!~ received a brownie cake from yp n her bf tt nite too..feeling quite bad tt day cz dint jio her along for the celebration. however, she gt dinner dating wif bf n his family. so its okie la, at least she gt sth on tt day... =b

ok, ken! i had listen to the present u gave mi alr.. thks for the effort =)








03/04/2010

Gotten start wk and training nx wk!~ Stil feeling lazy cz haven had my fun yet.. LOL. anw, this job-HR executive (co: ML consultancy Pte Ltd), sounds tough. LOL. but i hope i can do it reali well, will try my very best! =D

JY Carren!!~ =D