Im Back!!!!

Been really long since im back... very busy wif work and now im back. Bought lots of new yr clothes online. Shall upload them tml =)

Recently v tired alr... esp now the peak of doing payroll for so many outsourced staff... so cham o... @@ now life getting more difficult... aft a tired day, come home faced with the nagging n quarreling.... so damn difficult to survive lo... serious.. so maybe during work, its tired, but at least it occupies my mind n thought. maybe far better lo... haha.... but doin acct tires myself mre than doing hr. i tink doin hr like suits me more o, mayb bcos im more extrovert ba...facin ppl better than facing figures... muhahahaha............

今天和他见面了。。。 迟来得21岁生日庆祝。。 和他， 弟弟和他女友一起去看hallpass的电影。。。很巧，他竟然在checkpt遇到他表哥。。。他对这里不熟， 来了一通电话说不懂taxistand在哪里。。。害我得从causeway pt搭德士去arrival hall等他。。。 哈哈。。。等蛮久的不过一切值得。。。 因为今天很累但是很开心。。。。。 弟弟竟然和他在timezone比赛赛车，和打篮球。。。 玩成一片。。 看了很欣慰。。。有时候好像还要帮他监视我那样。。。惨了。。。>< 弟弟他们还为我们2个的今天留念。。。=）难道他这个姐夫被默认了？？？XD

在听范逸臣的Missing you。。。。。。。。

又是一天

昨天的我很心痛，很伤心。。。下午他看戏睡觉。晚上去朋友的BBQ party. 晚上哭了~今天又因为我不要和他webcam上聊天室大家闹得不愈快。。。我看又要冷战了。。。 受不了。。。 好想哭~

I duno y...I duno im a playful kind or just not so devoted... Recently, a msian guy (24yrs) i knw on fb turns out to be in sg. He actually asks to meet out after a few wks whereby we have been chatting on fb... Even though sometimes it turns out that he is abit horny, but he reali do knows how to cheer ppl up.... He oways said he treated me as his young sister. He actually do have a few of his Gan meimei on fb, whom i have seen d family relationship which he has posted on FB. From there, i spoke to d few "sisters" he has, n they oso told me tt despite of him being horny, they agreed that he can actually be a reali good fren. He knws how to cheer ppl up, console ppl in a reali very peaceful comfortable manner. One day he told me this aft i asked him to go n look for another girl by the name of 竹月。

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我對竹月感情跟你感情不一樣 我對你是妹 對她.....
她是我心中永遠的痛.....你明白嗎?

Carren Lau
知道啦..88
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I dont know y.. when he told me this, i was like.. i duno whether im jealous or just saddened... cos eventually told me who is d gal he like despite me not asking... I duno how to react, but sudd i feel a little bit jealous... I actually ignored him and.............

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我心裡還是會把你當成我妹 如果你有什麼心情不好 想找人出氣罵人或安慰時 隨時可以找我

期待有一天你會來找我 但不是心情不好或什麼的 是帶著愉快的笑容找我聊天

記得 我會等你找我咯

He told me this... after i ignored him for so long and which i dint turn up for the meeting.

就因为。。。。 我骗了他~

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11點30分 義順捷運站等 不見不散
吃飯而已 要不要看電影到時再決定咯

Carren Lau
都说有上班了..@@
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你 你 你................. 不想說你了 .

你就直接一點拒絕我 說你不要出來就好 這樣我心裡會更好過一點 結果你騙我.............

This is how thing is~~~ I have seldom chat wif him le.. Cos i must treasure d relationship i have wif my bf... He has treated me v good despite me being so stubborn n oway throwing temper at him. He dint gif me up even though we have experiencing fights and cold wars here and there... Its already been 4 and 1/2 months already.. Time flies and ........

I just want to let him know:

" 强， 我爱你! 谢谢你从来没有放弃过我。。。"

<3

Lalalala

Been very long since i last updated.. cos have been reali busy wif wk.... now im back..hahaha.... anw...things reali changed alot since i came out to wk.. life has been reali busy.. n i have known alot of net frens from fb.. duno y.. but d ppl r keep coming in... duno pop out from whr....

anw, my 21st bday is coming soon.. n Ah kiong said he will be out to celebrate wif mi on sun. tgt wif bro n lynn.. nice... haven had any plan yet so far.. still planning.. ni he is gg to pass me d branded perfume gift which he is intending to give me. however, tt doesnt stop me from nagging him... xp cos i knw he is v thrifty, but oway spend alot on me, which i feel tt it is very unnecessary.. haha

XD

sad!!~

initially fri gt to hab movie wif ah chris.bt he last min tel mi hes sick n gt high fever.so he couldnt mak it.he has been sick for bout one week alr.hope he faster recover..if nt v heartpain de.. \(-_-")/ will mak him some porridge n herbal tea for him if aft a few days he stil wasnt ok yet.btw tt day jeeto told mi sumone interested in mi n wan my num.my first tot was edmond!bt den i tink he gt my num wad-_-" bt aft sum promptin its reali him n jeeto was thr complimentin n sayin wad a nice guy he is,haha!

Random

I dyed my hair.. anw.. thr's compliment, thr's advice..hahahahahaha.. some ppl said its nice n some ppl said its too bright.. hahahaha... anw, i find it quite nice cz bro was d one hu dyed tis color n i told him to buy mi tt color =b hahahha.. tis wk has been d same busy n stressed wk. giving training 2 mre days for nx wk n its mth end alr. damn buzy agn wif all those timesheets to do... nx sat will be a long day since jenny will be attached to mi for sat duty training... ppl has been tendering n resigning cz they fil thr alot to do n they cant tahan. if ppl kp leavin n i nid to kp gifing training, hw can i go bac to my office to fulfill my jobs n tasks. tts ridiculous.. y cant d co themselves reflect on d reasons? wads d pt of them having so many meaningless meetings if they cant solve their internal management problems?? =.=
n nobody could hab stay wif tt low budget salary n gotten nida do so many stuff in a single day. @@

i hope boss would nt hab to take d tender when they r renewin d contract nx yr. if not i wil b d one leaving okie!!~ stupid client!!~

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Haiz.. i doesnt wan to make any1 sad.. but i doesnt wan him to waste anymre time on me. i guess bro's words might act hurt him, but its beta than having him to possess fake hope.. anw.. i hope every1 can find his or her happiness real soon!!~ Good luck n jiayou every1 hu is stil in seek of his or her own happiness!!~ O(n_n)O

I spent $148 for digital perm + treatment ytd. tink it was quite exp when i compared d price wif some other salons. tink oni they cut hair/wash/blow cheap oni, the rest oso no.d price stated: $30 for normal perm, special perm $50. i mean they dint state wad exactly is special perm so they can stil charge the price differently de bah. was dwn there sitting for a mere 3 hrs... =="" wasnt reali satisfied wif the result cos i tink it looks quite auntie...hhaha.. but the hair stylist said will look natural n nice aft some times. anw, i was thinkin whether i had enuf time to style my hair in d morn when i gt to rush to wk.. == hehee...

A day when i acc XY for dinner. see.. this cute "cigarette swts"... in cola n soda flavors.

Thurs bugis trip!

Went for a "bugis trip" wif kent, chris n xinyu on thurs aft wk...anw, dinner time only ended at bout 9 plus? aft tt, they guys went for kpool/billiard session, aft we walk round n round... haha. we just sit there watching they play. LOL.kent lost to chris alot lor... hahaha.. anw,we were sitting there lk wanna doze off soon le.den kent was so thotful n he told chris, hey they wanna doze off le la. lets go aft this 2nd game. den i tink quite not worth it, cos they r playing less than an hr but have to pay for an hr rate. LOL. anw, we went to find transport home. tt was so...== we were lk waiting for bus 133 at d wrong side lor. LOL. i went up d bus ask the uncle, "uncle, got go amk hor?" the uncle replied: no la, shenton way! amk is d other side!!~"== waste our time waiting la... LOL. xy den said" tel u all le la. is the other side, duno y u all stil cross over." in the end we take train instead n there's no seat =( was also talkin to chris, when duno at which stop, a stupid pair of couple came in btw us. KNN!!~ so i jus went to xy side n chat wif her == sumo they were there lovey dovey lor. duno how to auto one. in public place oso lk tt== i jus gif them a stare n diao, just to warn them to be more conservative.. but guess they jus ignored!!~

anw, reach hm at bout 1130 le. at 11.05 lk tt, bro was calling me up n ask y i wasnt home. LOL. so swt, tot wad happen to me. n tt was when chris fren go find him n he just went off w/o waiting for my bus to arrive. i tot wad happen.lol, went off jus lk tt == haha... but turns out he has sth on.


These boys r reali serious when it comes to playing:

Sentosa trip

My sentosa trip wif yp n eikoh few wks ago wasnt updated on d blog.. been too busy n lazy.. haha...

Adding new stuff into my wardrobe..

I had been adding new stuff to my overload wardrobe.. haiis... i wish i hadnt waste my own money unnecessarily...

New job

My new perm job has just started on 6th apr. However my mc was jus lk aft 2 wks. cos i had d dr appt n i had to take unpaid leave. LOL. anw, this new job is quite stressful wif all d bi-weekly, monthly reports too plus sales report to jiong for. LOL. n im helping out n tagging along wif mitch tml for the training session for Food Hotel Asia event. n whn month end reaches, will be busy wif payroll and admin stuff. haha.. HR executive position sounds nice but difficult to "conquer" it. haha. but i will definitely try my best to pass the 3 mths probation period. haha... alr 2 wks n i guess i shld hab been getting use to the busy peak transport (train n bus) sessions alr. haha...

still tinking of whether to attend Grad ceremony. LOL. if not another unpaid leave agn.. LOL. n gottn rent the grad gown too.. Haiis.. will consider agn...

Sudden last min outing..

Ytd was having 1/2 day work shift. Aft tt agree to pei xinyu to meet her net friend. Coincidentally, desmond wanna mit mi for lunch agn. since i rejected him alot of times,i felt bad so i told him, im meeting my friend today, if u don mind u can come along. den he said ok n said came to fetch mi from wk. But i felt tt it is a wasted trip cos im meeting xy at amk hub ma. but he stil wanna pick mi up so i had no choice bt to agree la. N i dint expected him to drive to int plaza to pick mi up.

Den aft tt xy wanna us to pick her up too. lol. but we wasnt sure of her home area n we half on d fon half searching. lol. aft tt des found d place. LOL. N aft pickin her up we went to find d person, Zen, who wana mit xy. but act they eaten le but me n des haven so we went foodcourt for a meal. den we went back to find d movietme, we shld hab buy d tix 1st de lor, den d nx show was lk 5 plus lor. another 2 hrs away. so they went pool session n i tag along.lol. i was just sitting dere, watching them play n looking at shuai ge.. haha... =.="" but anw, aft movie session too, it was lk 7pm le, den mi n des acc xy to buy shilin chix chop, walan queue so long lor, den so slow summo the order. aft tt, we went our separate way as xy wanna go causeway mit her cousin, n des jus send mi hm n went back to find his frens aft passing d car to his mum.

was reali tired n i oni hab my dinner at nearly 8.30pm aft my bath. LOL. so i intending to stay hm to recharge my batt today le. tml gotten be a busy day wif training session for nx wk events. Arhhh!!~

also, xy wasnt interested in Zen. But as a fren, Zen shldnt be any prob. LOL. cos he kp treating us drinks oso. den pool session i tink is he n des paid for d session oso de. LOL. But feel quite bad cos we gals dint reali talk to Zen. but seems lk xy is ok wif des wor.. LOL. if things go well, i can be d matchmaker hor!!! hahaha...=b

【你會對不起我嗎？】

有一對戀人，他們相戀了6年。
男人叫宇 ， 女人叫雪， 宇是雪最愛的男人，雪16岁就把自己交給了宇，而宇，雖然愛雪，
但是宇很帥，又有錢，許多女人都想方法勾引他， 他也不是本分的人，就很多次讓雪傷心。
就在雪22岁那年3月，宇說：雪，我愛你，如果你不放心，我們就結婚，
結婚以後我就不會和别的女人在一起了。雪說：先等一等吧，我還沒有做好心裡準備，
還有沒有做完的事，等一些事處理好了，我們就結婚，所以，宇繼續在外面亂來，
雪繼續的承受著痛苦。
雪說：宇答應我一件事，你無論在外面幹嘛，請不要讓我看到，不要讓女人的電話打到家裡來，好嗎？?
宇說:好。
雪其實很想和宇結婚，但是，她有苦衷，宇知道雪想結婚，但是雪不說爲什麽，時間長了，
宇也就不問了。
有一天，雪從醫院出來，開心的象一只蝴蝶，想把一個好消息第一個告訴宇，
雪到了宇的公司，飛奔著向宇的辦公室跑去，到了宇的辦公室，雪笑著推開了門，
心想給宇一個驚喜，所以沒有給宇打電話說她要來，眼前的一幕讓雪看呆了，
宇在和一個女人擁吻，好一會兒回過神來，雪問宇：你還愛我嗎?
宇說：愛。
雪說：我們結婚吧!
宇說：你說什麼，你在說一便。
雪說：我們結婚吧！
宇說：傻瓜，這種事應該男人先說，我愛你，嫁給我吧！我永遠也不會辜負你的，
如果我辜負了你，我就讓車撞死。
雪說：不要發這種誓，要死我們一起死。
宇說：傻瓜，我們誰也不死，好好活著。
在雪22歲這年七月初四，他們結婚了，開開心心的。
一個月后，雪懷孕了，宇高興極，給雪買吃的，穿的，寶寶的床，寶寶的衣服，什麽都買，
現在的雪幸福的不得了。
就這樣過了5個月，宇身邊的女人還是很多，宇還碰到了自己的初戀-----
宇在雪6個月的時候，終於還是忍不住和惠發生了關係，畢竟是初戀，感覺就是不一樣，
這時宇開始徹夜不歸，不是說加班，不回去了，就是說：出差了，後來，就是10天，
15天不回去了，雪，也只是自己在家默默的哭泣，他從不懷疑宇，
對於宇來說， 很快就到了預產期，可對於雪来說，好象是幾個世紀，
今天是7月4號雪的生日，雪想給宇一個驚喜就沒告訴他，雪一大早起來，就去買菜，
回來就急急忙忙的做菜，他想早點看見宇，做的全是宇愛吃的菜，
一會兒，菜做完了，雪打電話給宇，
電話接通了.........宇：你好，哪位，
雪：老公，現在在哪啊，今天回來吃吧！
宇：老婆，我現在在外地出差，我和**在這見客戶。
雪：可是.....可是.....今天是我的生日，你回來好不好。
宇：我回不去啊，這個客戶很重要。
雪：到底是客戶重要還是我重要啊，老婆孩子你都不管了嗎？
宇：你......你無理取鬧，我賺錢為了誰，還不是為了你和孩子，回不去就是回不去，
好了掛了吧！我忙。
嘟..... 嘟..... 嘟.....
雪放下電話哭了，知道自己錯了，老公說的對，是自己不好，想再打給他，向他承認錯誤。
電話那頭，您好，您所撥打的電話已關機。
雪慌了，該怎麼辦，他生氣了，都是自己不好啊，對了，宇說他和**在一起，
正好雪這有那個人的電話。
電話接通.......那邊：你好，那位？
雪：你好，我是雪。
那邊：啊！你好，有事嗎?
雪：請問，宇在你旁邊嗎?
那邊：啊！沒有，我在外地出差，宇不是請了好幾個月假了嗎？說是陪你，怎麼，你不知道嗎
雪說：啊！我知道，對不起，掛了吧！
雪已經猜到了，前幾天雪的同學說看見宇和一個女孩在一起，都碰見多少回了，好象是惠。
那時雪還不相信，現在已經是事實了！
這時，雪的肚子忽然疼了，雪撥通了惠的電話。
惠：你好，誰啊！
雪：我是雪，讓宇接電話，我要和他說幾句話，然後，就把他送給你。
惠：哦！宇，電話【電話里，宇：誰啊！惠：雪的，只聽見電話里好象踢碎了什麽似的】
宇：雪，聽我解釋，我永遠最愛的還是你。
雪看見地上自己流出的血說：你不要說，先聽我說，知道我爲什麽一開始不願意和你結婚嗎？
因為，我16歲的時候做人流，醫生說我盆腔還沒有發育好，做人流有危險，我怕家裡知道，
就做了，後來，才知道自己懷孕的機會很小，我就不惜任何代價治療，
就在我上你公司的那天，醫生告訴我說：我康復了，你一定會問我，那孩子是誰的，是你的，你一定還會問我什麼時候，爲什麽不告訴你，是有一次你和伯母吵架離家出走，
和我喝了許多酒，不告訴你是因為我想讓你真的愛我，而不要認為對不起我才和我在一起的。雪又看看自己，裙子已經被血染透了，又說：現在如果你還要寶寶的話，
就回來送我們去醫院，我要生了，如果不要的話，請回來給我們收尸。
宇掛了電話就往家趕，到了家裡，看見血泊中的雪，趕緊抱起來就往醫院去。
到了醫院，手術室里。
醫生：我們快點搶救大人，大人要不行了！
雪：不要，我已經沒有力氣了，給我做剖腹吧！
醫生：你不要命了？【怒】
雪：我求你了，我知道自己不行了，你不能讓我老公下半輩子沒有人陪啊，
你讓我走的安心點好不好，醫生也明白她快了，就說：好吧！
手術結束了，醫生抱著孩子說：對不起，我們盡力了，還好孩子平安，
大夫把手術室里的對話和宇說了一遍。
宇看見孩子那雙大眼睛，好象雪。
宇哭了，醫生上前勸說：病人臨死的最後一句話是對你說的，她說從不後悔愛過你。
宇把孩子交給了孩子的奶奶，就走了，走出醫院，宇的對面駛來一輛車，車速不快，
宇閉上眼睛大喊：雪，我永遠只愛你一個，哐當...宇想起了對雪說過的話，
如果我做了對不起你的事，我就被車撞死，宇笑了，雪，我来陪你了！

Bday!!~

My bday on thurs (8/4). gotten a dinner wif ken.. went to c nite view aft tt... stunning news cz i gt a shock tt nite.. but i wasnt sharing now. anw... was quite tired tt day cz of work.. so i dint reali have d mood to celebrate... will upload some photos when im free yah!!~ received a brownie cake from yp n her bf tt nite too..feeling quite bad tt day cz dint jio her along for the celebration. however, she gt dinner dating wif bf n his family. so its okie la, at least she gt sth on tt day... =b

ok, ken! i had listen to the present u gave mi alr.. thks for the effort =)

Gotten start wk and training nx wk!~ Stil feeling lazy cz haven had my fun yet.. LOL. anw, this job-HR executive (co: ML consultancy Pte Ltd), sounds tough. LOL. but i hope i can do it reali well, will try my very best! =D

JY Carren!!~ =D