TEP orientation comin up soon

TEP orientation coming up soon on 8th apr. duno hw it will goes. Dar told mi ytd tt he'll be reali bz on apr at tekong, which means tt he might nt be able to celeb my bday wif mi on tt day... Haiz, V day lk tt, bday oso lk tt. no wonder ah kuan cant stand his army life la. ermm... he said he is planning to organise a chalet on his bday. of cos i cant stay overnite la, nx day gt sch leh... i feel that a party is more shiji. N it seems tt he was not goin to invite derrick they all. sure weird, cos all he wanna invite de r his sec sch buddy. i don even knw dem. i don tink he intended to invite pei n A lor. but i'll psycho him until he agrees. haha, or else ltr i go dere so lonely den if he organising chalet i cant ask him send mi hm rite... but things r not cnf yet tho.

B4 i was here typing tis post, an unlucky thing actually happened!!! duno which idiot called mi n i dint realised tt cos i put slience wif e vibration n dwn came my phone (i put it on a cupboard) wif a loud bang n lk tt e charger became spoilt le, cos e wires came off n it is IMPOSSIBLE to fix it back... Haiz... Duno WTH kp happening to mi, i tink tts sth to do wif zodiac tis yr. Tink i gotten go pray more le.

SO many many surprising stuffs happen recently!!!

recently its lk alot of surprising stuffs happening, took mi by surprise... don fil lk updating le. n d stupid job so unstable, cant wk everyday, told mi tt i cld when we went to e interview to wk 4 new yr period, shit la. waste my tym, if lk tt, i rather went back SICC wk de ma, summo higher pay even tho its lk quite d same, its kinda lk so unstable... haiz... =( gt to quickly find another job le, let's c hw 1st...

=( feeling sorry, sad n unhappy

Ytd went to get pay wif pei. Went back during e evening aft her pp. act I was thinking I can gt it ownself aft my pp in e morn. But since jiang hao wif her e other day le, don feel v right if change plan agn. Cos gt to call her instead, quite 麻烦, nt lk last tym v convenient, juz msg tell can le. Ermm… so lent her 50 bucks, cos she needed it for some reason. I was quite hesitant n reluctant, but she b4 tt said, we had known each other lk nid bout 10 yrs le, so if I don lend her, sort of… la. lk 见死不救. But ended up I 害了自己leh, cos when I handed mom e pay to ask her hlp mi deposit into my bank, n had told her I earned 300 bucks, but I 4gt I had alr lent 50 bucks to pei, so she asked y short of 50? N I said, I lent to pei. N IMMEDIATELY she was FUMING n scolded y I lent? As if ownself v rich lk tt, n wad if she dint return mi… $50 NOT $5, she claimed. N I was quite sad n felt stupid, knw in e 1st place I’ll be kena scolded if I had lent e mani, but duno y still so stupid go agree lent n in e end kena scolded so BADLY. Mom had wanted mi to “追债”, but juz lent ppl den 要硬着头皮go讨meh? Haiz… Sure cant return mi back yet de ma, if gt mani den she don nid borrow fr mi le right? So at nite, feeling so 烦, I don reali can study stats le la, so I went to borrow bro’s fon (wif my card la) n started msging ah seng. It was getting weird when I dint receive his reply cos normally he’ll straight away reply when I msg. so I kp waiting den till bout reaching 10pm, I received a msg fr ANDREW!!! OMG… I was thinking if I had sent e WRONG person? N I checked my contacts, N found out tt Andrew name is juz BELOW ah seng, mb I had pressed too quick n sent e wrong person, tts y dint received till seng’s reply la. so of cos la, he started asking bout it n no choice I went to say it out.
Pei, im so sorry, I dint intend to say but if he asked I den cant deny or wad right? N I feel tt sometym u gt prob must let ur lao gong shared ur prob wif u right? (I hope u r nt really angry =( ) So I started telling him bout it, n he said u WONT borrow fr him tts y u borrowed fr mi. but its “borrow” not ask for it mah, I don understand n c y cant ask fr bf instead? Bf definitely closer than fren right, I mean e status lah. Ermm… if its mi, I’ll ask fr bf b4 u guys de. summo if I rich I oso don nid wk liao lor. Hees… N 1 thing worth happy bout, pei. Its lk he wanna hlp u RETURN e mani, I mean 患难见真情leh!!! At least now u 更加can了解his性格了. OM… I was so touch even im nt e 女主角. *sob sob* haha. But of cos I dint agree la, cos ltr u angry wif mi for telling him den gt back e mani fr him. So I said u said will return den will return de la. At least now u found out tt act he’s 1 tt will hlp u n stand by u in tym of need, so ya… feel blessed n happy bout it okkies? Treasure 1 another =)

So I hope u wont really mind tt I ACCIDENTALLY speak out, n tt if u really mind, pls tell mi ok? SORRY =(

P.s: I tink he was quite ”grateful” for mi to tell him, cos at least he knw e prob n can 分担wif u mah… Once agn, sorry…=(

New shoes =)

Hees...


Went back to msia during CNY n bot a pair of new shoes. Cost oni RM 39.90. Ermm if I live in msia n I bot tt pair I might tink its actually too ex. But den if converted back to S$, its sort of quite cheap. So in e end I bot it, wanna wear it for new yr, but e ribbon at e side sort of came off le.O.o So oni wore it for a day, den aft tt ask dad sent it back hm must w8 for repair le den can still wear. Haiz…

V DAY!!!

Ermm... had to wk today.. "uncle" surprised us tonite, hees. thx both of u for buyin mi choco. so touched... *sob* haha... i reali appreciated it. make mi be dian deng pao agn. 2nd tym tis yr le leh. but luckily la, tis tym round nt so ps, unlk wif SY n Ah Lei. they both lk nobldy biz lk tt, as if mi n ah gal transparent lk tt. LOL.

Haiz... owanys BGR wif msia guys, nw tot "wah", finally can on e dot celebrate V day wif my partner. Waseh, still e same la,makes NO DIFFERENCE de lor. Both of them damn swt, acc mi tilll my hse dere. Thx lots kkies... =) i duno wad to say other than tt le. So bet every1 had fun today, even tho some might nt have celebrate wif their partners, bt can celebrate wif family oso nt bad de la, unlk mi, so sad. 1 iin camp, e rest at hm n i gt to WK, walao.. sad sad sad, haha...

don1 complaint liao le. wanna go slep le la, nitez...

TML's Valentine!!!

Gt to spend my valentine day wkin n all alone. TS could nt cum out of camp bcos he gt field camp. i was lk quite disappointed, sad plus angry la. bt cant do anyth,cos cant possibly ask him to escape fr camp rite..? i've been doin last min wk running ard sg, lukin for a present for him. waste so much of my efforts to find out he act cant make it tml. i don lk belated, its lk bcum meaningless le bah.

Anw, took mi quite long to do e DIY gift box, no talent, haha... n e double-sided tape don seems to be reali sticky, tts y kp sticking out. Damned... but anw, worth applauding for my effort. haha... so i bot a wallet for him, a simple one, cos 2 complicated might spoilt e whole luk. N it is dunno wad M wad king de brand, n cost lesser la, less than 20 bucks oni, act wanna buy B-bong de brand de, but bout 30 bucks, dint even bring enuf cash out :b Lolx... so even the whole thing, plus e DIY gift box, oso cost less than 20 bucks, so still ok la, or ltr i sure heart pain de mah. Accounting students is lk so into a/c, so jin jin ji jiao, haha...

Photos...

Cute little cousins...







Tang ge's son:

FINALLY BACK!!!

Finally come back to Sg… Its not actually finally, juz tt time flies. So fast den 5 days past liao. It was reali unlucky for mi. I scalded my hand on e hot iron on e 1st day of Lunar New Yr. It was reali painful lor, luckily is on e hand, cos if on e face or where will sure be v ugly de lor. I oni scared got leave scar oni la. Hees… Was reali 热闹on e 1st day. Lots of hses got fang firewks. But our hse cant fang so we c ppl fang lor… some fang till quite nice de… Ermm went to lots of places for e past few days. Went to tanjong to tour on a ship wif ming ming they all. 10 ringgits for an adult, not reali tt cheap oso. Den oso went for supper at nites. But I oni went on 1 of e nite, aft we went to tanjong to play at e swings n c ppl fly kites. Ming yang was dere saying” Bo Sui, long zhong bo sui.” (in hokkien) Haha… N I knw he was dere starring whether if there’s any pretty gals anot. Aftwards, went to have supper, mi, bro n ming yang (the biggest among e children) sat wif e children, n e adults at e other table. Eat supper oso gt those fish all those, luk lk dinner lk tt… But almost all r ming yang ordered de la. Hu ask him he’s guy even tho we same age, of cos ask him 做主la. On sun, e day b4 coming back to sg, went to batu pahat wif SY n her bf Ah Lei, cos he gt drive so v convenient, ah gal kp wanting to folo cos im gg mah. E adults kp asking us nt to go, say wd ppl go pai tuo, u go for wad. Aiya, nt I wanna say wan go ma, is SY asked mi de ma. ok la, ON lor. A trip fr bakri to batu took bout 1 n a half hr lk tt. Summo teenage guys do speed rite..? Still took so long to reach leh. We 1st went to find e temple, where it is popular cos ppl went dere juz to touch e fishes. Cant reali find e temple, so Ah Lei went to a nearby coffeeshop asked ppl aft he cant gt thru to his bro. but aft tt e bro’s wife called back to tell him e way agn. E rd was damn curvy; they said it was lk e genting rd. When we reached, it was alr lk e parking lots so full, cant even find a place to park. Aft tt 好不容易found le, we went inside, lots of ppl, I dint manage to touch e fish cos every1 was so kiasu, touch le still touch don1 2 go off, so dint touch in e end. Heard tt, dere is a lot of sporeans gg dere, tts y bcum so crowded. Aft tt we went shopping. Ermm…we went to tour ard, aiya SY n ah lei were lk dere pai tuo-ing, dun wanna disturb them, so mi n ah gal folo behind n we kp playing e game “YEAH”. Haha. She was lk “yeah” when she saw shuai ge, n I gt to find tt guy. Ermm, quite a lot of shuai ge dere, bt all luk v beng, wif e hair sticking out, lolx. Den I was lk telling ah gal, Ah Lei kor was lk v shuai fr behind, bt c in front den nt so perfect le, haha. Haiz… bt at least better than my. Even bro said so. Everyone was saying he pei bu shang wo, but… wad can I do…? Hees… We went to have bbt drinks n eat a few sticko finger food, those lk fishballs all tt. Eat so little den its lk 30+ ringgits alr, cs I c Ah Lei quite stunned when he received back his change, haha. SY juz “Woa” lk tt. Of cos la, oso nt she pays wad. So we went to find e parking lot when it was tym to go. Ah Lei parked his car at e highest lvl of e parking lot, bt we gt into e lift, went up n dwn so many tym, den I said shld be pressed “R” to gt to e highest lvl. So we went n kp lookin for e staircase link. Haha, finally we gt it, den he went to look for e auto-paying machine to pay e parking fees 1st. N SY kp asking which way her bf goes, den I said mb its left cs I oso nt sure. Den she cant find la, Ting ting had said SY v stick to e bf, nw I have seen it le, hee… den we were driving out, a car in front of us was lk wanna go don1 go lk tt, so Ah Lei drove out, n e car sudd turn right, almost knocking into us, luckily he reacted n steered rite to prevent collision. Scary sia. den SY said e car kena hit until at e side le, bt he went dwn looked say don have, lucky… Aft tt, we went to find 大姨妈, den find her bike nt dere. SY la, kp asking mi to ask e neighbor, I den said “y mi?” Walao… den ah lei said, shy rite… true wad, they oso don dare ask. Bt aft tt I go ask lor, no choice, nobody dare den da yi ma oso dint ans her phone mah. Den they said she go back muar le. So we went to eat lor, a lot of malay stalls, SY complained don1 eat, den he kp drive ard, anyhw drive I tink, mb go back e same route oso. Den we found e hai nan ji fan, SY said everyday eat until sian le, so we tour ard agn, finally found Chinese stalls n we went to find places, quite ex dere. E rojak 1 plate den 5 ringgits le, mostly other places oni sell 2 ringgits per plates, den e roast chicken oso, duno hw much, quite ex oso I tink, den I shared my wantan mee wif ah gal cs not hungry, hlp him save mani oso la. den I paid for e drinks la, cos oni 3 plus oni, den he comes back still blurr blur say, “pay le ya?” of cos, if nt e drinks will be on e table meh..? den aft tt SY hlp him take out ang bao mani, I tink mb wallet nt enuf mani le bah. Haha. Cos ltr at nite we still gg funfair de leh, so ex oso. Den we went to funfair aft dinner. 3 bucks admission fees, bt e games all quite ex, 1 game den nid bout 2-3 tokens, which is equivalent to 4 or 6 ringgits, cs 1 token 2 ringgits mah. I acc ah gal played a game, den SY don1 sit so ah Lei 陪 her w8 for us. Den SY wanna go toilet ask mi ask e person. I tink e person don understand so don1 to ans mi, ltr he pt to a direction I tink he understand ba. WT… e toilet was lk oni gt a wooden board on it. No hole summo, duno hw to pee. Den in e end oni ah gal n Ah Lei go, cos mi n SY don dare, haha. So we went to play e “bird cages” ferris wheel aft tt. I gt ht phobia bt still wanna play. Den at e most top, e speed came down quite fast n I was lk, my tummy was “dropping down” lk tt. Ermm… quite scary, ah gal looked lk braver even tho she said she scared, haha. Den aft tt, Ah Lei was teasing, saying SY was lk, “talk to mi leh, I v scared.” while on e ride, Haha… Dint c tt, cos we in different “cage” mah… We went to e nx game, e “过山车”. E speed was so fast tt my skin brushed against e metal area on e train, so pain la… bt v 刺激, haha. Den aft tt, we w8 for ah gal to play e turning cup de, cos still gt 1 token left. Aft tt we go back le, cos lk tt played den its lk bout 60 bucks le, plus e adm fees. Waseh, a 18 yr old guy spent bout 200 bucks in a day! I cant take it, I mean mani is so easy to spend yet so difficult to earn lor. Den we went back to e car, its lk bout 9pm le, n ah Lei drove us back de way was lk so wu-lu, cs no cars in sight, n it was so dark lor. Trees at both sides summo. SY den kp askin he gt drive wrong way nt, I tink he act drove e wrong way so he took a different route back. Luckily, he still drove e correct way back or we den duno hw to go back muar le, haha. Bt he shld be able to drive back la, cos he everytym drive SY to malaca, KL all dere, sure is tigam oso can cum back de la. Heng… was reali tired la, dint tok much on e car. FINALLY HOME!!! It was lk 10.30pm le. E adults were asking bout e trip n everyth… Ermm… I tink Ah Lei makes quite a gd bf la, at least its lk he v dotes on her. Den oways bring her out to play. N oso tt day his family called to ask him be back hm for dinner, den he c SY v unhappy so asked e parents don w8 for him le. Of cos la, if he went back for dinner, we cant go funfair le lor, so ya, don go hm eat better, haha… Reali had a tired but a very FUN day =)

Random

Seriously, i'm sick of ppl who kp claiming tt they r half-msian when they r nt. Nt bcos tt 1 of ur parents is a msian, makes u half a msian.
Sounds lk they r desperate to be msian instead, rather than a sporean. Its even worst when ur parents have converted fr msia to spore citizenship bcos his/her spouse (tt is one of ur parents) is a sporean.Meaning both of ur parents r sporeans, n since u r born in sg, u r DEFINITELY a SINGAPOREAN!
Does it sounds so hard to comprehend n accept?

U r born in singapore, live in sg, study in sg, grow up in sg, holds a Sg IC, so u shld be glad n proudly announced, "Im a SINGAPOREAN!!!",not by claiming tt u r half a msian juz bcos one of ur parents is a msian or u have relatives living in msia.

1stly, those ppl (who claim themselves as half-msians) WERE NOT born in msia, rather were born HERE in singapore.
2ndly, they DO NOT hold a msia IC/passport
3rdly, they r NOT enlisted in e msia army list (where gals oso nid to go thru e drawing of lots-As PR, we r still enlisted as Malaysian status)

So why do they kp claiming they r msian?
Personally, im a PR.
I hold both Sg n msia IC.
So im half a singsporean?
I don deny, but im definitely a whole of msian
Cs if i dint continued my re-entry permit in SG
i have to return back to msia
Tts when im back to a 100% msian le

Being oni a PR,
im still able to purchase property back in msia,
this is where this particular gp of so-called half-msians CANT.
cs they DON hold either msia IC or passport.
So i had no idea y they kp claiming they r half-msians..
Y???
I reali don understand...
Isn't they PROUD to be sporeans?
They gt more subsidiaries in anyth than PRs
Students have their edusave a/c whereby PRs students DO NOT have
Even e charging of IC fee is DIFFERENT!
Sporeans oni kena charged by "10 BUCKS"
But we PRs kena charged by "50 BUCKS" ok!
5 TIMES more leh!!
N if its gone missing or sth, we need to have a replacement fee of "100 bucks" leh
STRESSED sia...

N How bad can Sg gets when it is compared to msia?

DON UNDERSTAND...

So ppl, tink b4 u speak...
Don gif others e wrong idea...
I bet e govt wld not be reali happy to hear tt there r more n more Sporeans claiming they r msians instead
when they r actually NOT!

Random

Today TS was at e AMK mrt stn waiting for mi to fang gong. Was wif "uncle" discussing on e issue hw she kena betrayed by some ppl. Ya, i duno, seems tt SICC ppl kp sayin he is a bad person, muz avoid him. n Yp told mi don listen to their craps. it seems tt aft talking to him, he don reali seems a bad person n sort of is dui YP zhen xing de. But they have mit alot of obstacles n could nt be tgt. Mb e age diff is a prob where ppl view it. But to them, it does nt seems a prob. Haiz... Seperated as a result...
Sad...I duno hw things will turn out, but hope they can solve e prob asap, so they both wont be so tong ku.

Ok, he came to fetch mi,n i was late for nearly bout half an hr. Bt he still w8 for mi. den we walked hm tgt. Walao, wanna hold ppl's hand but den lk gan bu gan lk tt. I cant have e initiative rite..? Zhen bu hui xiang... n was dere kay si, kp putting his hand ard my shoulder n said y i so hot de. Of cos la, run here n dere for a few hrs, nt hot den gt prob le la. Lol. den reaching my nearby blk, n i said he beta go back le, ltr late for camp. he said he aft 1359 go back oso no prob de, walao dint set gd e.g de. N ask him go he was lk... waiting for sth... don exactly knw wad he 1, bt i guess he wanna mi to give him a gd-bye kiss. Juz oni 1st day date wif him... don wanna sacrifice my lips yet, haha... no la, sumtym things shi ji bu lai de... 1 step at a tym, don so gan jiong mah. But reali appreciated tt he ran all e way so far to cum amk jus to send mi hm, cos quite late le, bout 10 plus le ma. mi alone ownself, w/o e acc of Yp. N i was sayin hw "uncle" treated her so gd, bot sth for her, yet some ppl oni say say, nt much cheng yi, n he was saying duno wad la. Jiao bian la, stingy fellow!!! I don wanna a stingy guy to be my bf ok... No surprises at all, so boring...不会做人的咧!!! *angry*

But I hope he'll be more sensible aft his army trainings, nt lk some childish guys...

Some things wanna tell Yp

My left arm starting to have prob… Somehow aching fr tym to tym. Duno isit I having e same prob as YP. But my is not tt serious ba.. Don really pain so much, oni when I stretched n bent I can feel it. But even my fingers oso kena e pain, e joints part. Mommy said mb its bcos I wk took those dishes too heavy le. Den as time goes by, it seems to act onto e pain. I tink tt makes sense cos I oso think this way. Oh dear, I’m going to be a “handicapped” soon le, wif my left arm lk this and it seems tt my right arm lk gg start to have aching prob le, but oni slightly I can feel it. Mayb it’s a symptom alr. Cant reali tink of carrying on F&B job even aft new yr n exams. Lk want to 做死我了.

Haiz…Yp don lk TS, TS don lk YP. Stuck btw a fren whom I knw since pri3 n a guy im prepared to spend the future journey dwn e road.

Wad happened..? Y ppl tends to play tis kind of “hating” games? Wad can I do? I duno. But I guess if they dint meet, not much conflict wld take place.

”YP… Don reprimand mi, u muz zhu fu mi n TS, juz lk I wld zhu fu u n “uncle” ok? Even tho ur family don zhu fu, but if he reali treats u v well, I have gt no reason to don zhu fu u de right? If he dint treat u gd, tell mi, I hlp u xiu li him, haha. I hlp u kp a look out at wk c he gt pao niu not, gt I den tell u. haha… but I tink he wont dare de la. cos he had alr promised to treat u v gd, if he dint, I hlp u break off his legs… haha, jk jk la. I don1 to be sent to jail oso, heehee…
Ok, I agree to be u guys de middle man le hor..
U all don too guo fen huh, sekali everytym ask mi hlp u all pass tis pass tt
Want 累死mi isit..? haha

These few days u nt wkin I sure damn sian n zuo si ren de. Left mi alone, u pao qi mi!!! haha. But I hope u r doing fine now. So bad, both of u now separated, I knw how it feels lk, so I tong qing u…*sob sob* But I hope this prob can be solved tgt btw u guys asap, cos drag too long no gd de. GOOD LUCK gal ok… Hope ur fan nao will be solved in time =) Take care…”

人生怎么这么多烦恼呀?
希望时间可以证明一切…

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Initiated the break up wif Dar.
It’s confirmed.
Both of us r free AT LAST.
It may seem heartless but 总比drag on and on, Meaningless!!!
长痛不如短痛…
I had cried,
Even tho we dint reali spent a lot of tym tgt
But it juz seems so sad to end it this way

Ytd, Tien Soon initiated his proposal agn. I don c y guys’ can be such a patient lot. Don reali fil lk giving him a chance, he dint treasure mi in e past. He chose ah kuan over mi, wad can I say? Nw he broke wif her le, den come back 4 mi? Wad reason shld I give for accepting him? NONE…

If 换成是别人, I c such a stupid gal giving such heartless guy a 2nd chance, I’ll say, “Wad a stupid gal!” but wad can I say when tt stupid gal turns out to be mi..?

I don understand y I gave him e chance.
He dint have many sincerity actions
Oni thru orally…
Do words really count much?
I tink tt is for time to 证明everyth.
Don wanna have e possibility of having ppl to tink if I had一脚踏两船 since I jus had a break-up.
Cos im not!!!
N I don wanna wish to find a local bf cos I don wanna affect my studies
But I 却did this stupid thing of accepting him…

MAYBE…
I gave him a 2nd chance it seems tt he had sort of “moved” me for too long
I stopped to think agn
He might not be e perfect guy to make a gd bf
Bt his 坚持n努力actually moved me.
The thing is
mb he’s quite a Poor光蛋
but does tt matters?
Im NOT a tan mu xu rong de ren
N he’s quite ti liang
Cos he said we’ll oni go out tgt if both of us r free
If not he he jus jie song mi fr sch n wk
Won’t affect my studies
But he oso quite restricted la
Since his army schedule oni allows him to have some particular off days n nite off sth de
So …
It’s lk both of us will be really busy
haha

So even tho Philip previously was quite a gd catch
Bt I knw rich guys’ pride r v impt to them
Tts y I don wanna cheat on him
So I told him e truth
Glad he understood
I hope he has alr find a very gd gal


So 苦恼…

Announced:
BRAIN DEAD!!!