Went for my appt at TTSH ytd, so no choice took an mc. Dr Law cnf i hab tis rheumatoid arthritis. went for blood test n urine test agn. hab to be back dere aft 3wks agn for these tests (another appt). im so scared of needles nw, esp e blood test. Haiz.. n tis stup disease cant be CURED!! tts wad e dr said, can oni be controlled. n its lk too much white blood cells attacking my immune system or its lk systemic autoimmune disorder that causes the immune system to attack the joints. If i don eat e med to control, den my joint or bones will be kena "eaten" up by e white blood cells. Since it cant be cured, might hab to eat med for life long... i don1 it... i reali cant imagine a 18 yrs old person eating med 4 e rest of her life. i hope i oni nid to eat for at most a few yrs enuf. cos or else duno wad will happen to my kidneys all tt if i took 2 much med. *sob** n e medical fees s****!!! 200 plus for juz a visit.. damn cosy la... reali cant sick but can die in sg.. haha... Oh ya, haven called up Dr tong to tell him my condition yet. mb fri when im abit free.

stressed sia, cum back today. all those thingy for rdshow tml. damn bz... went off at 6 plus but our team haven yet finished. hab to be back sch earlier tml to settle stuff. n e mc haven settle yet. sianz... cant find ms tan aft sch to sign so cant gif it to pem yet. try it tml, but shall be real bz tml.

Hope tml rdshow shall be a success. (cos im 1 of e cashiers). hope everyth goes well, LOL.